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AVATAR...

Journal Entry: Mon Dec 21, 2009, 10:05 AM
[EDIT: ADDED section: Comments and/or Reviews by other Deviants!]

Just got back from a late night 3d screening. Honestly, I'm as disappointed by it as I was with the trailer. Maybe even a bit more so, now that I've had time to simmer and think through the reasons on the ride home. Before you go on, I'd like to remind everyone that this isn't a 'objective' review of the film so much as a rant about what I liked or didn't like. So that said, on to the fun stuff. I actually feel annoyed I have to spell it out to so many.

General impression: 6.6/10 [EDIT: I've found the ultimate three liner to express how I feel about the film, here goes:
"I came wanting to root for the cheesy one dimensional blood-thirsty all-consuming machine of man, and to express my hate for blue furry aliens. But by the end of the film I found myself turning my back on mankind and all I wanted was to hump hot blue Na'Vi chicks. I have never felt more confused and upset with myself ever lol."

[EDIT: Learned from :iconlegato895: that James Cameron told his Na'Vi designers to "make them fuckable." I stand free of guilt now! Just kidding. About the guilt part not the James Cameron part.]


Technology and CGI: 12/10 (mindblowing)
RDA Visual design (Human): 5/10 (-4 cause of the AMPsuit)
RDA Environment design (Human): 9/10
Visual design (Na'Vi and creature effects): 9/10
World design (Pandora): 5/10 (only because it doesn't seem as fresh as I felt they could have made it. Read Zeruch's review linked at the bottom of the journal.)
Story and Plot : -/-


Sci Fi film of the year still goes to District 9 to me. I cried once.. or twice? Can't remember. And no it wasn't because of the prawn suit. Okay maybe... Just once. The other was when Prawn Senior said, "3 years... I promise". I still remember my parting line with the cinema, "fuck me, James Cameron better bring it, especially with 10 times the budget"

I hate to be the (seemingly) only person in this room whose got something negative to say about the movie, beyond the obvious lack of coherent story (still a major understatement imho). But I have to say I felt pretty empty after walking out of the cinema. Here's why (I'll start with the bad, and end with the good, just so you don't think I'm a hater.):

{EDIT: Because I'm not a hater of James Cameron!! I'm a huge fan of Cameron and I think this movie deserved a better effort in some ways! But mostly I blame it on the AMPsuit! This journal would have never happened if not for the goddamnned AMPsuit! :p)


---------[spoiler alert -stay away unless you want to taste Na'vi dog piss from here on!]-----------------

The BAD with respect to the:


Visual Theme for the RDA:

I get the whole 'big idea' behind the Vietnam-era aesthetic for the military stuff. I do. But I still think its such a huge visual cop out, when you had the time and the budget to make something new and exciting and dare I say alot more relatable to the current generation (what about Iraq and more modern day tech as a reference for the future? I don't believe that Vietnam is the only conflict in history that showcases 'arrogance' and 'stupidity' as visual themes for the design, I think its the actions that speak for themselves, not the look...and its clearly holding the production design back, imho. The fact that the approach itself is so -literal- makes me feel insulted that they didn't want to try. I dunno, but it looks so... self indulgent. A bad throwback to Aliens perhaps. Problem is, it works even less effectively here than it did then.

Vietnam had Communist NVC and South Vietnam and the US + Allies fighting in a jungle setting on the same world, over containing the spread of communism. In AVATAR, you have an alien world, fantasy alien feline race, and 'private space military company' expeditionary force with corporate financial backing that is more Fern Gully meets a world purge in Warhammer 40k than anything else. Do you need a Vietnam era 'link'? Is it still valid? Does the audience care? What has the communist war of Vietnam to do with the story of a mega corporation running a village over to harvest a rainforest? I think it just limited the design potential and shot so many loopholes in itself as a result.


Exosuit..AMP suit:

Yeah, you knew I was gonna rip on it first right :)

1)Looks like retrofitted Apache cockpit with 4 limbs hooked up to an often over-emphasised motion capture system. Can half a billion dollars buy good taste? Suppose not. For a film that has its only excuse as a 'visual extravaganza with stuff you have never seen before', please don't shoot yourself in the foot. It is so uninspired, and... haha, i think I get it now.. that's the 'arrogant' look they were going for!! -_-

2)Awkward 'tech sense'. 1950s overall aesthetic, with civic-industrial limbs, with 1990-2000s gun and graphic design. Has better hydraulic and movement capabilities than its looks suggests. Fails at how to make design 'seem' efficient or even sensible given its PURPOSE, or failing which, how to simply make design interesting and exciting. Why does it look and move so clumsily, have such an awkward gait and silly firing stance that is GANGSTA STYLE FROM DA CHEST YO and ridiculous belt feed prone to jamming (when firing from the hip in a much more macho fashion and a large drum magazine would have sufficed)... and have a HUGE glass cockpit just begging for an accident to happen?

If they had armoured up the cockpit just a tad, it might actually be passable to me (I, like many fanboys out there have fucking low standards when I'm desperate to WANT TO LOVE JAMES CAMERONS STUFF). But since they chose to go hollywood retard and 'expose the rider! The audience needs to relate to the pilot!'... you get a big fat 0 from me. In short, it doesn't look and move and feel like a war machine. Please don't say they were 'modified civillian power loaders and that they weren't expecting heavy resistance. The fact they had what seemed like hundreds of gunships loaded for bear and even mobile fortresses with cute firing positions on its back are good enough reason for me to assume they were prepared for the worst. Simply ridiculous. You would think the mecha in such shows is the most futuristic, fantastical sci-fi idea that would visually catch the eye and win the hearts of fanboys like me. Well it spat in mine.

3)It's 50.cal machine gun sounds far more 'realistic' and beefier in the Ubisoft Avatar game (that's what they call it despite it looking more like 20mm). Look at the damn muzzle brake on the thing. Why does it sound like it fires small caliber munition. Only chance to gunwhore the concept: fail. How can you fail at something so simple. I refuse to think its an oversight. Which means it had to have a reason. And that reason, is fail.

Gear:
I get the pixel camo thing. Isn't that modern? What happend to Vietnam era plain olive camo...the theme they were obviously gunning for in the rest of the RDA design? I'm not even asking for pseudo vegation pattern here, I'm saying PLAIN? Also ignoring the breathmasks (which are perfectly fine civic looking design)... where are the helmets. They year is 2150 and life expectancy is down to 20 seconds? Is that why no need for helmets? Or body armour? stupid expensive AMP suits when you could have fielded more troops with proper body armour and greater survivability for the same price. Okay.

Weapons (namely the bullet firing guns):
I swear. The guns, of varying calibers and styles are beautiful, but all sound the same in pitch. The moment the 'forest charge' scene came up and the lead exosuit guy opens up... I was almost in tears. For a moment I thought he was firing his sidearm or something. From that point on I just couldn't help but notice all the guns sound alike...and weak. Even the M60 looking mounts on the side of the Scorpion/Samson(?) choppers... to the much faster firing dual miniguns mounted on the "Papa Dragon" dropship. For a film that seemed like the easiest way to feature gunporn (not to mention no limits since its fantasy)...really came up short. Designs looked brilliant, but the sounds are so sad and weak. Oh but the rockets and bombs sound great and thumpy and so full of bass. Not that I cared for rockets more than guns. As I'm sure most people do... they are so impersonal and 'cheap', even from a narrative point of view. I will never understand.

Environment design (nature):
What? For real? I think games like Lost Planet has more exciting, fantastical and yet credible environments that don't just create immersion but enhance the suspended reality you are already in. Games have better balance of 'real' and 'unreal' than this. I didn't pay serious money to see a pretty tame 're-adaptation' of a tropical rainforest, and even for one- a single page out of national geographic blows my mind more. I think I know why, because it seems to be portrayed so naturalistic at times, that it dumbs down on the awe factor. I know they apparently did fucktonnes of research and design, and I commend it. It just a shame that I didn't notice any of it between the rocket blasts and daisy cutter bombs. I'm sorry. OR should it be the other way around :p

USB link theme(my friend came up with that term, thanks Weiliang, you're a genius.):
The USB-hivemind theme that Nature/Ey-wa(?) shares is absurd. EVery fucking thing is plug and play via brain stem connection. Hi ma'am, where can I plug my brain extension? Up your **********? WOOOHYEAH LETS PARTAY!!! I'm IN CONTROL OF YOUR MIND BEEYATCH. LETS RIDE! No I'm serious. That's how they ride and TAME their horses and mounts. By mind-link. Okay. Animal rights? Nevermind.

-Yes I get the whole ham fisted point that everything on Pandora shares a sacred bond that transcends flesh. Question is did they need to make such an explicit reference to Native American tribe culture for the Na'Vi? 'Savages?' Wow.-

Except its obviously not done to the Navi, but rather to the unfortunate and pitiful inhabitants of the rainforest. The main irony is how all spirits are deemed equal in the eyes of nature, and yet they are used and abused by the Na'vi for their own food, warring and petty affairs (like horse riding when you have flying mounts. Right.) I got nothing against animal abuse in a fantastical context, I'm a really insensitive brute. But it is contradicting and confusing when you create this unnecessary layer that constantly attacks the fabric of the story and the protagonists you are trying to get me to root for.

Another irony here is that after they take down an animal with a NEUROTOXIN ARROW, and while its in its infinitely painful death throes, they pray, yes pray long and hard, and wish the spirit of the animal well on its journey to return to the tree of life and finish by stabbing them in the heart while the poor animal is writhing and gurgling in extended death throes.

Could you maybe kill it as fast as youfuckingcansoasnottoprolongitssufferingmaybe? THEN proceed to religious mumbo jumbo after? If i was a spirit the only thing i'd be doing when i leave my body is giving you a very long extended Pandorian finger.

Overall point I'm trying to make is if every sentient being is interconnected mentally and physically for so long and they are in many ways more evolved than us... why are they all 'immature' retards whose highest form of technology is bows and arrows? ACtually, I take that back. I suppose technology doesn't define the success or evolution of a species. Just intellect. So why are they still so barbaric when you have 'education potential' beyond comprehension at your fingertips. A Hive mind that's stupid and primitive. Doesn't add up.

ZERO Gore but plenty of 'R rated implied violence':
Where. is. the. gore. When 50.cal goes into a cat persons body, I want to see cat person fluids in the camera. We deserve it. Gore doesn't make the world a worse place. NO GORE makes it obvious we are restraining ourselves and coming across as pretentious in a film that is ALREADY A VISUAL INDULGENCE EXTRAVAGANZA for teen types that are old enough to watch HOSTEL. PLEASE, we kill nature and burn whole forests and stab alien dogs in the face and light alien horses on fire but we can't show some good ol' BLUE CATGUTS... O M F G!!! ANGRY.

MUSIC:
I know its James Horner. What makes it even more worrying is how it sounds like Enemy at the Gates at times...most of the time. You know the 4 note motif.. that unsettling arrangement. Its practically the main motif in AVATAR as well. I know, beats me. I hate having to keep telling myself to ignore it when all the 4 notes says to me is "caution, danger ahead, cause Ed Harris is waiting to blow you the fuck away with a godly sniper shot while you're making a 6 foot running jump." when they are in an EPIC SCENE SUITING UP FOR BATTLE. GAWD!



AND NOW FOR THE GOOD (yay):

Na'Vi and Creature effects:

STUNNING. I was actually turned on by Nayfiri. Zoe Saldana voiced her anyway. I don't want to sound like an anthro lover but damn it her body just looks like Angelina Jolie's. And she has an open back thong and no shirt. Okay? And her face just looks so Jolie. Jolie + Cat girl + Open thong, squatting legs wide open over a Panzer Dragoon looking mount. Please try to see what I'm seeing. I dare you.

Creature designs not stuff that blows me away in the originality department, but is clearly the strongest aspect of the film's aesthetic to me. Simple and thoughtful, nothing overly complicated. Very...'refined'. I'm glad the creatures 'only' look that cool, its almost as though the creature designers were looking over to the RDA department going *lol, come on guys.. catch up, I can't make this any cooler or it'll really make you look bad* Hat's off again. I think Neville Page did alot of the creature work? Awesome.

Aside from that, the acting/animation/mocap and facial animation is nothing short of AMAZING, I was totally immersed and there was little need for 'suspension of disbelief' effort on my part. It was that real, that good. Hat's off to the animators. Especially that 'mega dog'(Found out its called a "Thanator") scene where its scratching wildly at the base of tree to get at Jake Sully. Holy shit was that raw!

Transportation design:
- Generally liked it all, except for the Vietnam theme thing which I really don't think makes for 'cutting edge shit you've never seen'... but i've explained that above and I don't want to sound like a broken record. For what it's worth, I think the 'vehicle' design is more successful because it has alot more sense packed into its details (and I'm betting a much easier time in designing since they practically rip style and elements off Hueys and Cold War era stuff.)... What I'm more impressed with though, is how they manage to make the silhouettes and profiles so attractive and simple at the same time. Even the dual cockpit on the 'Papa Dragon' dropship. Senseless, but made up for by cool fierce aesthetic (like a double headed turtle of some kind)...and functionality factor cause apparently one pod is for navigators/weapons crew and the other is for the piloting crew. Maybe its 2 pods to increase survivability. Once again demerit points because clearly the designers never cared about 'wow that sure looks hard to CLEAN and maintain'...which subconsciously affects people's view towards design, whether they realise it or not. But thats 1 demerit point to a 10 point design. Also it has what I think is a close in weapons pod in front, with dual miniguns. That's made of win. I'm that easy to please. I know :/ Come to think of it, why isn't it on top to let it do its job better? SEE THIS IS WHAT I HATE about writing this thing about Avatar.. some of that design is always shooting itself in the foot!

-Rogue 1 (Michelle Rodriguez's Scorpion)..that's what she calls it in her last moments right? How apt. Rogue 1 stands apart because it is the only bird that has 2 wire cutters in a 'devil horn' configuration. I thought that was pretty cool and gave her real character. I seem to notice such things. ^_^  [edit: just found out ALL of them had it. -__- Thanks Mike.]

-"Daisy Cutter use" trans-atmospheric shuttle had makeshift fire positions bolted on its back in the final assault. Along with 'sandbags' made from supplies and gear just quickly strapped together . I totally dig that. But then I realise that to have done that they would have guessed that they'd be attacked from above. So why did the entire wing fly at the same altitude, eventually still low and vulnerable to attacks from above. Wouldn't a small detachment of defender craft helped by giving more effective support fire from a higher alt? Just thinking back to WW2 and B17s and some 'military authenticity'. Plus its not as though the would've changed the inevitable outcome right? Details, details.

-I think I spotted different variants of the dragonfly as well. I think I saw one with a much sleeker, thinner profile more akin to a AH1... in the hangar scene. If my eyes weren't playing tricks on me, then well bloody done for a detail.


Environment design (human):
Holy. Wow. Probably the only reason I stayed awake through the show. The amount of detail, not to mention attention to the corporate theme, is just mindblowing. Its hardly ever overstated (unlike the military design in the show... sniff) and it makes so much sense. Nothing much more to add other than brilliant. Did I say brilliant? Even the animal cage setup they have for the Avatar's in training. That is just.. bizarre but so.. fitting, like your pet that you still don't trust to stay home : ) Brilliant detail.


I think I'm done, if I think of anything else I'll keep editing the text, but that's really it from me, I'm all spent.

Reason why there isn't a proper 'closing statement' is to reflect my exact sentiments after watching the movie. Because there is no real sense to the story, you then seek out the next best thing, the art. And I think I broke it down here pretty neatly. So its not hard to be aware of what one likes or dislikes, and that is often the saddest thing, when you really want to love a work of cinema in totality but end up scraping the bottom of the barrel or picking scraps from the table to fuel your reason to love it. OH and thanks for all your comments. Some were unfortunately rude, even from people I thought were mature, but otherwise a nice balance of lovers and 'non-lovers' as I will call it. :)

Please share your views if you care to :) Would love to hear what everyone has to say about the film. Cheers and goodnight! :sleep:


ADDED section: Comments and Reviews by other Deviants!

:iconzeruch:

devrandom.net/~zeruch/wordpres…;<------please click on Zeruch's original link to view the images. Unfortunately the formatting doesn't carry over and so the links don't appear as they should. Remember to view the original source!!!!!!!

"For those of you so enamored with “Avatar”

…what in bloody hell is wrong with you?

It is a good (not great) B-Movie with mostly C-grade scripting and D-List acting.  Was it a decent adventure-y film for a Sunday night? Sure.  Was it the grand cinematic experience its been hyped to be? Not even close.

Here is a rundown:

    * Just to get it out of the way, yes, the effects are staggering in places, in particular the aerial scenes.  On that front, and that is the only one Cameron seems to have any skill at, he scores.
    * He gets one-dimensional performances out of actors that can do so much more, including one of my favorites, Sigourney Weaver.  Seriously, the acting only works when it comes to cretins like the big Marine guy, who is supposed to be one-dimensional in terms of having a focused area to root against.  By the end of the film though, you almost start hoping he wins and scorches the planet into a burnt cinder. Giovanni Ribisi is so pathetic, he almost wins out against what I have long thought was Cameron’s worst casting blunder, Paul Reiser in Aliens.  Talent like Weaver and Worthington deserve better.
    * The scenery in much of the film is at best an homage and at most a full blown pillaging of the Roger Dean library.  Seriously, look at things like Arches, Dragon’s Garden, Sea of Light and one has to wonder.  Apparently, I am not the only one who thinks this either.
    * I’m sorry, but while some of the facial mannerisms and such of the Na’vi are impressive, the overall idea of a bunch of androgynous, gigantic smurf/elvin hybrids as things one could feel empathetic to, I am wondering if Cameron has joined some kind of bad anime-cosplay-furry commune and otherwise lost the plot of reality altogether.  The idea that there is any emotional heartstrings to pull on when two of them get it on in a supposedly sacred religious site is also kind of baffling.
    * The ecological and political themes of the film are so hamfisted, so overbearing and telegraphed, it almost insulted the intellect.  Its not that expect big cerebral concepts in films like this, but even by that standard Avatar is just one drunk and clumsy epic.
    * The use of some circa-1995 grade font to subtitle the weird Mezo-American/Urdu/Bantu miasma of a language the Na’vi spoke was just an eyesore.
    * An element actually called Unobtainium?  Are you…never mind.  Maybe you thought you were being ironically funny.  Hint: no.

No James, you are not King of the World.  The only thing I can really thank you for is that in having  helped the 3D camera tech you used in this film, real directors like Ridley Scott will be using it to make actually great films.

In all fairness, 5.5 out of 10."




:iconsplinter-cell37:

"I completely agree with your visual design analysis. Always in the back of my mind was the thought, why doesn't this leap out and grab me like star wars does? It certainly had a bigger budget. The throwbacks to random parts of earth history were unexpected and irking. It just didn't strike me to be as rich and unique as I expected it to. The excessive saturation of everything completely detracted from the visual look at ALL points, where to the stage there was the slow motion desaturated scene and I went "Hey, that looks more realistic". Some points I was so enamored with the beautiful glowing and oranges and greens that I wasn't paying attention to how sad the scene was meant to be. It was too bright and lovely for me to take it seriously. I know it's over-cliche to desaturate when there's chaos, but damn, man, I couldn't see the war for all those gorgeous trees.

For me, I noticed some different stuff. The lack of backstory killed everything for me. We had no idea until twenty minutes in that this wasn't the first time they had tried the avatar program. And the character development was weak at best. The process of identity crisis and self definition, and his monumental choice to change permanently into his Na'Vi body, was made insignificant by the fact that we know nothing about his past, and what would motivate him to change his identity at all. Sure his legs were a nice cop out for motivation, but I felt no emotional investment in the character at all. He was a stranger to me.
I think perhaps Sully was meant to be the blank slate character that people can step into the shoes of and empathise with, a sort of video game protagonist who you identify yourself with...but I wasn't after an introspective experience. And even then, if that was their intention, then it would only serve to make me feel more confused about my identity because i don't have the option of changing bodies. If you want to call that a moot point, go talk to my friend jacob, he empathised with the character and now he's depressed because he wants to reidentify himself, but doesn't have the option to change bodies. A small psychological point to most, but it irked me.

There are some other things that annoyed me. First of all the film had the worst transition I have ever seen, where the two main characters press their faces and breath in, which was supposed to segway to the sound of the engine in the next scene. I felt myself slightly jump when the shot changed. Who the hell gave the green light on that transition? I expected fluency from a budget that huge.
Organisation of story to provide immersion seemed...flawed at best. Sully is our protagonist, so why is it that the first time we journey onto the most beautiful parts of the planet in a helicopter IS A TWO SHOT SCENE? Jake is discovering the beautiful vistas of a new world for the first time, and seeing a place he'd heard about back on a dry earth...and yet we are not granted the cinematic glory that such a moment would provide? We see two shots from a neutral, "God" point of view which show the helicopter...and yet we can barely see the vistas which some visual designers spent weeks working on? Just a waterfall they fly over?
What in the ******************

As an amateur filmmaker, scriptwriter and film student, this film brought minor irritations on so many points. I'm presuming it was for the sake of time that these sacrifices were made. I understand that, but I still disagree with it.

The music was uninspired and repetitive, reminiscent of the composer's previous work. I was not impressed. At all. As a musician, songwriter and absolute music lover, I found the compositions and the implementation to be...uninteresting.

Let me get this straight. I can't do a better film. But people who are getting paid thousands to this stuff, THEY SURE AS HELL CAN DO A BETTER FILM. Having seen District 9 and Dark Knight most recently, both technical and cinematic masterpieces, I feel Avatar has fallen short of its intended calibre. And maybe I would have enjoyed the film more if my friend hadn't spent three days trying to convince me until I eventually consented when he offered to pay the ticket and transport - his hyperbole was so desensitizing that I became pessimistic about the film. I was pleasantly surprised and I enjoyed the film a lot, but it did not live up to the hype in my opinion.

Ironically, I'd give the film 7/10 - I did enjoy it a lot, as a movie experience, there was a lot to be had there and the explosions were tasty. I just had to get all the negative stuff off my chest because I'm sick of people claiming that this is better than star wars and halo etc. ><"

:iconrob-cavanna:

"FINALLY someone with a critical review of Avatar! And FINALLY someone who's equally disappointed by those bloody awful mech designs! The really painful thing is; how often does mech combat get a decent budget and a huge audience? They obviously had tremendous artistic resources available so what's their f*in excuse, huh? Epic epic mecha FAIL. Gimmie 5 minutes and I'll pull 20 amateur artists from  who could have come up with better designs. C'mon, Cameron, really? District 9 did a better job in that department -and the difference in budget is probably close to the gross national product of Sweden. Obviously, this film is a huge and wonderful technical achievement, and deserves praise where it's due -but that just makes weak designs in one area seem all the more incongruous and unforgiveable. This ain't no B movie Robot Jocks right? So WTF?

Can't comment on the rest, cuz I actually haven't seen it yet.  But I really appreciate this in-depth analysis and your brutally honest perspective.  "

:iconsanguinenightmare:

I agree with you especially on the lack of creativity inherent with the Vietnam-esque etiquette to their designs and themes. You'd think that Cameron would've moved on to more original ideas after using that style in Aliens, but hell maybe he figured if it worked then during confused times in the real world then it would work again in today's climate. Really expected more out of that.

And I'm really glad I'm not the only one who kept wanting scream at someone over the 'glass windows' on the mechs. They really were screaming "kill me here-->" with that one.

Oh and lets not forget your mention of the retarded 'lanetary USB network.' To be honest, I was hoping they would have some kind of mind-boggling plot twist concerning the origin of that. I mean come on, if any living organism can communicate by simple contact with a fucking ponytail isn't that a big deal there?? I couldn't believe they left that completely unexplained. The sheer lack of real plot development/twists beyond the cliche and mentally numbing was a real downer for me.

I think I'm going to use your description of the movie from now on whenever I describe it to somebody: "Fern Gully meets Warhammer 40K purge" Hell that would've probably turned out better actually.

:iconpavelkirilovich:

I agree with your points. Personally I found Avatar to be cliched from the moment I figured out the storyline from the trailer; I went expecting eye candy. I watch movies on two levels; an analytical level and a suspension-of-disbelief level. Some series, like HBO's Generation Kill, are done so well that analytically I don't see anything wrong with them*, except for I believe two things in the example of GenKill. I feel that they could have conceptualized Avatar a lot better and I would have enjoyed it far more. The sound effects completely lost me; it's an important thing to consider that unlike the United States, where most of the civilian populace has no idea what heavy weapons sound like, many other countries have mandatory military service. I believe you've served, and I know all of my Finnish, Swiss, and Norwegian, friends have - they too noted the very weak weapon sounds. It was pretty bad for one of them, who is the assigned gunner of a Pasi 8x8 APC; he spends a lot of time behind a KvKK 12.7mm HMG.

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So... what did you think of Terminator: Salvation?

Journal Entry: Mon Jun 1, 2009, 9:03 AM
I for one, hated the fact that Danny Elfman didn't use Brad Fiedel's melody from T1 and T2. I mean... c'mon! Seriously! Terminator is not Terminator without the Brad Fiedel theme!!! I don't care who MR Elfman thinks he is... Couldn't they at least play it during the credits?! DAMN IT!!!

Overall score... 4/10. I won't be sharing any spoilers this time. Why? Cause the entire movie is a spoiler by itself. <: / *weeps*

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Leave long lensflares and prosper

Wed May 13, 2009, 9:38 AM
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Just caught Star Trek. I think it's a good movie, beautifully shot and art directed in general. Its got great colours, and due to the lighting effects, seems almost like a painting at times. No kidding. I almost believed my coke had traces of LSD in it at the start of the film.

So anyways... I suspect the director of photography has a slight...infatuation with lensflares of the anamorphic kind. I can almost imagine him in the post production stage where he's just screaming and throttling the lighting technicians, "BRIGHTER! BRIGHTER DAMN YOU WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE! Can't you see its a bridge scene? With two people talking about losing their loved ones?! SAD SCENE. LENSFLARE. WE NEED LENSFLARE. The toilet scene too when he's pissing! LENSFLARE the &^%#& out of it! We need to flare the stream of piss, even the shit needs its own flare! I want blue and yellow ones to go with all the red in the uniforms!"

I mean, why go through all that effort to composite in pretty backgrounds and implement rich and detailed set design into a production that ends up 'simplifying' the image with tonnes of, I dare say, unwarranted lighting effects? It technically reframes all the shots that I think were fine to begin with(making it unnecessarily tighter and almost uncomfortable at times), having faces and body parts cut or obscured by saturated lines running across the entire length of the frame, forcing my eyes around all the time. It almost makes me want to believe that the raw footage was poorly shot, and needed some sort of after-effects to draw the attention away from all the 'ugly detail'. Maybe they needed a handy, clever way to harmonise the many colours appearing throughout the film. Either way, I thought it could have been done more subtly. Personally, I thought all the lensflare-less shots were really fantastic, offering some much needed visual "breathing room" between the spasm inducing action sequences.

Anyway. Extreme use of lensflares aside (which I am obviously, shamelessly a big fan of) it was still a very nice movie for me, and I think even non-trekkies (like myself!) should go watch it!


cheers,
Kai




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Pepper Project Artbook Now Available!

Journal Entry: Fri Dec 5, 2008, 2:29 AM
The Best Christmas Gift You Can Get


Pepper Project

The new IFS online shop is now open with brand new Pepper Project artbooks, new Imagine Prime and other attractive bundles. Click this www.imaginaryfs.com/shop to start your Christmas shopping!




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Devious Journal Entry

Journal Entry: Sat Oct 18, 2008, 4:01 AM
Life's a bitch, and you only get to do it once... :)



Devious Journal Entry

Journal Entry: Thu Mar 13, 2008, 9:54 PM
Life's a bitch, and you only get to do it once... :)





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IMAGINE PRIME Ships Internationally!

Journal Entry: Thu Nov 29, 2007, 11:11 PM
Exclusive limited edition autographed artbook!


UPDATE: Friends outside USA can now get their hands on this fabulous artbook. :)

Imagine Prime

** To preview the content of the artbook, please click this www.imaginaryfs.com/images/Pri… **

Special bundle offer is also available for those who wanna get both of the artbooks. :)



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IFS is hiring

Journal Entry: Fri Oct 5, 2007, 12:47 AM
Want to be an Imaginary Friend?

Hi everyone!

Imaginary is a studio created by artists for artists. We are looking for people who work hard and play hard, and who have the talent, experience and passion to take things to another level.

Our studio is well structured and open. Collaboration is a critical part of the process.

Everyone has a say and quality always comes first.

This is a not a business. It’s a movement.

We now have tremendous opportunities for talented artists to come on board to work on high profile projects in comics, games and major motion pictures.

We are now hiring the following full time positions:

Concept/Production Artists:

    * Must have outstanding digital illustration capability, and a broad conceptual scope
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Comic Artists:

    * Both Line artists and/or Colorists
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    * Experienced, with published work preferred

All applicants must be based in or willing to relocate to Singapore or Jakarta

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Please include the job title in the email’s subject header.

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More than meets the eye

Journal Entry: Thu Jun 28, 2007, 9:24 PM
Friday, June 29 2007 [11:40am].

I just caught the movie. Call me oversensitive, but-

This is an official humbled apology for every time I cussed under bated breath when I saw any of the TF redesigns (sorry Mr Feng Zhu, I was one of the punks sniggering in the back there save for maybe Blackout)...

...cursing the general art direction or storyline[which by the damn way, happens to be very bloody decently fine], the productions "misinformed" decision to not pay a more obvious, albeit surface-level homage to our favourite iconic characters, with their minimal silhouettes and forms that we all know and love, wondering why it could have been in a different chronology, why the infamous Vince DiCola 80s synth and orchestral beauty or heavy metal choruses of "you've got the powaaaaeerrrr~" weren't making a comeback...

well now I know, and it really arrives as a smack in the face for being such a defensive fan-prick in the first place.

You have to experience it understand. It all comes together -the good, the bad- and when it does you'll understand there and then, quivering with delight and convulting with ecstacy when famous one liners are delivered, the cheese moments, or when every hair trigger second of frenzied high octane choreography comes to life -the effort, the demands of thousands of blood hours put into a production of this caliber.

Now THAT in and of itself is THE real tribute that I for one surely overlooked, and I'm SORRY. I'll take that back right now. Hell I took that back in the first 4 minutes of the film. Shoved it back down my throat like the popcorn that went untouched for a good 20 minutes.

I wasn't exactly glued to my seat (okay i lie), nor was I screaming and giggling like a giddy schoolgirl at some Korean popstar's concert. Okay maybe twice. Thrice? But still...

I've never felt so strongly or good about a film that really took peoples expectations AWAY at first. And returned an even GREATER one. One that is truly respectful of canon, one that doesn't take a property and screw it three times over, one that REMINDS people that there is always a DIFFERENT way to tell a story, to see a universe-

-And that there is always something more, than meets the eye.



You're allright Mr Bay. Very allright.  :thumbsup:









Also this comes as possible spoiler material but:

STARSCREAM FOREVAAARRRR WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO :headbang:



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What defines me?

Sat Nov 11, 2006, 12:43 AM
  • Reading: Loving the Machine, Timothy N. Hornyak
  • Watching: 2 years in Shitbet
Saturday, November 11 2006 [04:00pm].

The Infernal Question:

Answer this, please:

"From an academic and purely technical viewpoint. What is the: Ukitakumuki touch/flourish/look/feel/thing, that so many have come to describe. What makes it different? At least in the eyes of the few?

Clearly, what evokes sensations in someone not necessarily has to set off the same sparks in another, and I so dearly wish to know what it is you guys see in my stuff. The bad, the good,everything... please! What identifies with you, and more importantly, what defines my work, in your many eyes.

Thanks all, :heart:.





An Explanation
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Firestarter
I've recently looked at my stuff over in severe disdain... am I burning out? There are so many ideas in my head just raring to be drawn, painted, pooped.., which according to some of my good pals, is due to 'stifled creativity' because of my conscription/mandatory military fricken servitude to the Republic of Singapore Air Forces and lack of my old formal, slacker, content, [stable] lifestyle. Whatever. The point is that its so difficult for me to get all those ideas down, for some reason. A mental block perhaps? A lack of direction, maybe.

Loosing Focus
Everytime I start a personal piece, it starts with at least 5-6 separate speed paintings, of which each spawns 5 others. I'm sure in that sea of scumpaintings, there are those that warrant saving or a continued, fully explored 'life'... but strangely enough it also points me back to one sad fact I've had to live with, and that is my very unstructured and loose-cannon approach to the way I do my work. Spontaneous, some might call it.

The problem is... the sheer addiction and nature of speed painting means in the same amount of time it takes a normal-painting to succeed; the speed-painter has probably achieved 4 separate variants of the core theme. This can go two ways: one, you heartily enjoy and relish in the moment of freedom to express, and learn...

...or Two, you feel completely shat because you just successfully took the red pill (or was it blue?) and went apeshit with the idea in your head initially, loosing focus and ultimately, VISION.

Character
Personally and frankly speaking, aside from concept art that I wholesomly enjoy, fine-illustration wise, I always seem to have this evil habit of being impassioned with a certain theme, in the spur of the moment type situations, nontheless.

Then it all falls to pieces with the whole "omg this horse looks.. like a DRAGON.. omgwtf... lets try.. a tail... hehehh- oh look! that cloud.. a neon missile frigate..no..a happy meal." NOW as far as I know, I don't have an attention deficiency disorder... but for those who know me, I am definetely very jumpy and perhaps overly playful with ideas and concepts. Just wondering how things will look, turn out, feel... that is a really intense sensation that always sets me back a little, and I constantly have to catch myself before I go off the deep end on something. And, as easy as I get passionate about something, I blow cold, as soon as I stem my own yearning for that pleasure. Does that suck or what.

Unless guided by a decent Brief, or some measure of vision and direction, I find it hard to make meaningful work. Did I just state the bloody obvious? I guess it does to most of you. Maybe I'm just being retarded at this point in my life. No points for guessing why.

Your imaginary friends.
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August Star

Tue Aug 1, 2006, 2:01 AM
Tuesday, August 1, 2006 [04:40pm].

Last journal entry was in what.. April? Ahaha...in the blink of an eye.. 3 months has whizzed on by! Just like that! Brings a smile to my haggard face everytime i think about it.

Life's not that great right now and for a good year to come, but it sure is better than when I was a trainee. You just...adapt. Sooon.... i can taste my pink IC.. i bet it tastes like... p-plastic. Yeeaah.

Lots of work to do now, keeping me occupied and well.. satisfied.. and the Imaginary Friends are doing impeccably well. Well not THAT well i guess.. but well enough to be in-ze-credibul-y proud of. Hell yeah! Cant wait for the other 3 to get back from Comiccon.. so far via messaging, ive heard their share of gleeful meetings with legends of the trade.. exchanging sketches [damn Kendrick] with some industry Titans... being overwhelmed and overwhelming in return ;) Real proud of you guys..! If only I could've been there. They return tomorrow. Cant wait till this friday for my bookout :D

meh,
Kai



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Grey Skies of Spring

Sat Apr 1, 2006, 1:57 AM
Saturday, April 1, 2006 [05:27pm].

Its been such a long time! We are now the 1 week old crewmen of Alpha flight :) The new trainees for Bravo flight are in, and its true what everyone says. Don't compare the requirements or the life.. or you'll just end up depressed even more. lol. My "lucky" friend.. if you want to call him that.. didn't make the grade to graduate and was booted to Bravo.. another 3 months of trainee life for him. (seeing how they just march everywhere for a start.. not treated and running everywhere like dogs with battle gear... and end the day at 5 when we do it at 8...it just doesn't make any sense!!! its supposed to be the same !!! what the!!why the hell were we doing that then!!! bastards!!#*^!@!!!!!!!) If thats his trainee life.. i wonder whats unit lifestyle awaits him when he passes out from course.. they get nights out and games all the time WTF OK STOP THE COMPARISON STOP THE COMPARISON MUST STOP..MUST STOP.. BREATHE... *paper bag* :faint:

Its tough being in Alpha. Everyones a maniac. If there was a distance one could walk.. an Alpha would rather sprint it. Bleh. Thankfully the events unfolding fter the past journal entry helped make me numb to most of that :) Sigh sigh. Its great to have seniors who have been there and done it all to tell you that its NEVER ALL RIGHT.. lol... haha... ahahaha-

"So guys.. any of you know where you're posted? 163SQN? *grins* Haha.. its fine once you get used to it. Just dont end up in Alpha or you'll never get used to it. haha..wah that one jialat...ahaha.. " -AFS instructor 3 months ago.

whatever. fuck all that, i hope everyones having a great weekend. Its Spring now, and sometime Autumn next year, im going to have myself many weekends to remember once i ORD.

Buh bye for now!

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Saturday, March 18, 2006 [01:49pm].

We survived SUMEX. We took pics (which we cant share sadly), we cussed and swore and trucked on and we made it through. We graduate in 6 days.

...only to remember we are Alpha Flight, the one flight to rule them all... the flight that cares so much about image it borders on being insipid. what a dismal life we are going to have for the next year an a half. Every senior and superior is joking about our bad fortune. We have loads of stuff coming up for us that we would have broken our limbs just to get out of if we had known earlier... too late for that now!

Final weeks are crew placement selection weeks, swapping roles for 'the greater good of the sqn'...Got 'promoted/replaced' to crew chief cause some mofite EX CREW CHIEF LOST IT during SUMEX, had my loader driver title removed as a result and given to someone else who cant drive for FUCKSHIT. "Hey Kai, i know what i promised you about being a driver, since you drivers are so good, you'll be even better as a crew chief.. now no driver can smoke past you! haha!" ... i sure wasn't laughing. To add insult to injury.. guess where mr ImsogoodatbeingaSCREWchief is now? IN MY CREW ... TO REMIND ME THAT IM HERE CAUSF$%#$&!#&

I'm not going to explain what a crew chief does, so I'll leave it to your imaginations. 1.5 years of responsibility that i've been trying to escape... the irony... sigh.. all i wanted was some freedom and peace of mind... man i need to get back to studio life... :sniff:

Think I'll end here for today. Peace outside.

Kai

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Saturday, March 04, 2006 [07:56am].

Deployment was BAD... it was craptastic every way I look at it. Peeling skin, cuts and splinters in places you never even knew existed, swollen bloody lips from the 20 hour days under the suns watchful eye...heat exhaustion and losing it is a sorta fun experience i must say :p Bright coloursssss, happy endorphins flood in, this dry, cheesy feeling in your mouth as you start smiling to yourself and start fumbling with everything you do haha

Oh well, THAT was over 2 weeks ago. We survived that and tasted what it was like firsthand, the culmination of the past 2 months' efforts in the classroom, hangars and tarmac itself. I think we did very well for a first time crew ^_^

The past 2 weeks were slow paced, with the training headed mostly for the classroom.

But tomorrow marks the end of it all. Even with 3 more weeks to go till my graduation as an ADWO trainee[Air Def Wpn Opr/ Launcher crewman/Loader Driver] most of us just literally lose it at the sound of "deployment"... or better still.. 'SUMEX'.

SUMEX. SUMmaryEXercise. The deployment to end all deployments for a trainee. Our evaluation, our hopes, our last good show. 4 days 3 nights of endless turnouts, odd hour sentry duty, round the clock torture to create a ficticious 'high pressure' environment. A deployment site far away from our base, difficult terrain to deploy... REDEPLOYMENTS (if we dont meet timings, or if they just want another one.. at another location...)... more torture sessions.. more running... hundreds of metres of cable pulling, ripping your flesh on nuts and bolts and hydraulic pistons as we race to deploy a air defence outpost under timing. Its a known fact that the summary exercise is maybe 10 times worser than the technical deployment we almost didn't survive.

But when I do, and when I come back home next week... no one is going to stand between me and my 500ml- no, make that 1500ml of premium Gelare ice cream. No one >: O

So, from tuesday to friday, 7th to 10th of March 2006, for those who are; when you are enjoying a life that only you can enjoy, do think of poor Kai crying in despair under the the terrifying days, the hellish nights and the falling sky. Thanks if you can, and thonks if you can't :)

Soon.. soon I'll be back at my table at IFS, the sun rays shining through the shutters in the early morning, the quiet hum of the air conditioner positioned right above my head, the whirr of the cooling unit in my PC... the endless sliding and clicks of a wacom stylus as it makes its journey across miles and miles of tablet space :) Home again. Yay.

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Saturday, Febuary 11, 2006 [11:57pm].

Hi all,

past month has been fairly eventful... passed my tests, no screwups... LOVED the missile loader lessons :D (its a cute 8 wheeled tank that has a hydraulic superstructure capable of manipulating and carrying 3 enormous missiles)... AND IM 1 OF 4 SELECTED DRIVERS MWAHAHAHA!!!!!

The Bad: The course has been extended for the 18 of us because of administration disorder and general poor weather this time of year. Our first 'Technical Deployment' is up next week: our first taste of what it will be like in a standard scale deployment of a anti air battery/firing unit... the whole motherload of equipment hooked up and rolling out! Timed deployment of the entire integrated system ensures a good free flow of vulgarities, helmet smacking, pushups and SBO runs. (skeleton battle order.. all your gear minus the field pack that has administrative equipment; nonessential for direct combat) ;'( ESPECIALLY SINCE WE DONT KNOW OUR STUFF WELL ENOUGH T_T Well... we'll learn during the deployment itself...

3D2N of 3 hour sleep days, lessons and physical machine operation and tests, night training, guard shifts... asshole mofite commanders who love to burn your fat for you because you just.aren't.good.enough.

Well, like they all say.. better to learn and get screwed now during training, then fail your country and family once you are branded an operator and watcher of the skies...

...sigh. :sleep:

On a brighter note... SINCE WE ARE A PRIVILEDGED FEW, WE GET TO SLEEP IN FIELD SHELTERS AND SAFARI BEDS NOW!!! UNDER THE STARS BABY!!!!! HAHAHA NO MORE SANDY MUDDY WET BASHAS NO MORE FUCKING SHITTY BASHAS BABYYYYYYYYY YEEEEHOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 :boogie: im going to have so much fun with my xylem sticks :D MAHAHAHA

BAI AND TAKKARE
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Sunday, January 8, 2006 [09:21 am].

i miss life @ IFS.. i miss being a civillian :( I miss fatty duck rice for lunch, and rich foods for dinner, and hawker fare and fresh brewed tea in the chilling mornings overlooking a quiet morning intersection at the office front (actually that only happened once when I overnighted :p)...

...

The food is getting lousier (i think its due to the increasing number of personnel on base), the training, tougher and more mentally taxing... physically draining... practical test after theoratical test after te-

Its like taking my GCE 'o' all over again, with added physical duress... and we are just scraping the surface of this technology and operating principles... how do the seniors do it T_T

Hope we get there as a Flight together, so we can settle into the days, months ahead. Life should be better then I hope :\

Till then,
Bai, Kai.

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Sunday, January 1, 2006 [12:45 am].

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!!!!11 Best wishes and hopes to everyone for the coming year of work and play :)

...I just finished my second week in my airforce posting as an anti-air missile battery crewman/operator... (i think thats as much as i can freely admit :) )

Trainee life sucks (and will be suckin) for the next 3 months or so... its like going back to school all over again... heaps of manuals and books, tech specs, weapon-systems/operating science and so on... :faint: Even as a mecha fan.. this is a bit much.

The base im at is far from home, and the condition of everything is just pitiful. Not to mention being situated right next to a cemetary. My first day on base was truly depressing.. everyone wore a blank look, myself included. As we were introduced to the depressing environment, the shock of being involved with so much high level equipment (at least in my opinion) kind of scared us.

With nothing to do aside from training, nowhere to go... I hope the three months pass eventfully.. so we can start bringing in the portable TVs and games :excited:

At least the food is marvelous. (no, seriously. it is. its bloody gewd :boogie:)

Have a brilliant start to the new year, everybody.

Kai, out!

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Friday, December 16, 2005.

My Posting Orders:

You are posted to : AFS.
2. Your vocation is AIR DEF WPN OPR.
3. Your are to report to: Air Force School, Multi-Purpose Hall.

:) Im just terribly, terribly happy that i didnt see Rifleman or Guardsman. That will be all :D

And I don't think I mind handling $$$ equipment. Sooo mechaaaa... soooo sexxxyyyyyy...

70kg man-pack detachment route march :D yayyy!11 :faint:

kaiman, out!

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Sunday, Nov 20, 2005.

2 MORE WEEKS TO P O P!!!!!!!! (passing out parade /graduation from Basic!)

Handgrenade throw day was exciting as hell. I remember sitting in our detail level as the commanders did demonstrations with the practice grenades (essentially one that doesn't explode, but has a detonating core which makes an internal explosion that sounds like a rifle round.) As details were called to double down to the grenade bays/range, many were getting anxious and the amount of people visiting the loo was starting to get unhealthy. (people like me, hehe)

Just as the 7th detail was tossing out the one of its practice grens, a tremendous groundshaking "CHOOM" was heard, you could imagine the bloody vibrations up your spine. Everyones jaw just dropped. Lame Terran-related Starcraft jokes were murmured in the last rows. The first live grenade was thrown by detail one, down the hill and in the bay area.

The details that were over and done with definetely looked a whole lot different than those who just drew live steel balls of doom. Grinning like monkeys, and on a kind of high which is common for a "cherry boy" recruit. And i thought rifle range was exhilarating at the time! Its so true what :iconkunkka: says.. "every experience in the army is relative, you'll see!" The bugger was an anti armour launcher commander during his NS days. I wonder what firing THAT was like XD "rifle no kick liao, boss!"

Heres hoping for a smooth transition out of my Basic training, getting a unit that I wont be suffering in lol... arghh, so many things to think of, so little time. I wish so badly for time for myself...!

I miss the studio, I envy the guys, I cherish the life... the life outside!

:beer: Have one for the people who suffer so others may not! cheers and goodnight everyone! see you soon.
Kai
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Thursday, Nov 3, 2005.

Hi ya all, its been awhile! The last 2 days were gladly spent as a free man, did some work for the boys at IFS, and ranted to them about army life as usual.

Will be in a fairly anxious state, packing up and checking stores for my 7 day outfield camp which begins on saturday. :fear: So many stories from friends in other companies who have lived to tell the tale lol. Strangely, most just... do not want to talk about it. mmm.. <_< PLEASE OH MIGHTY RAIN DEITY DON'T LET IT POUR T_T

At 3 this morning, there was a long, drawn-out, silent lightning storm in my vicinity; I found myself admiring it from the sofa near the window -visually spectacular, the sensation calming... the many shades of turqoise and deep blues that can be found in the overcast skies, especially when they lit up, silhouetted clouds and 'overbright blooms' remind me of firing at the Night Range with earplugs on, tracers bursting into flames on the embankment.

Funny, I remember feeling the same way at the firing range at night, when we moved into the firing chamber. The sky was so clear, unlike being on the mainland. Beautiful wispy clouds and a clear sky that seemed to reach on forever. Strange how so much peace can be found in the most violent moments. (maybe i was just too shagged out to think. :D )

Take it easy everyone, for I sure am not! haha :faint:
Kai

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Sunday, Oct 16, 2005.

It's been ages since i updated my journal! Hi to all, and thanks for the visits while I was away :) Where do i start... army life sucks to the core. I entered on the 9th for the PTP/BMT Enhanced (Leadership) batch. PTP means Physical Training Phase, BMT means Basic Military Training.

That means I have been a bad boy and not moved a muscle for the last 5 years of my life and im paying for it muscle ache by muscle ache. To think I used to be able to do 8 pullups at least. :( Now i am a 'Zero Fighter'. Take a guess, you can't land too far off.

So anyways, its been 5 weeks already -and i am done with my PT Phase. Just ended my first week of Basic Training. The pace has really picked up! Alot of us get sick often, and I had a fever on thursday which I trained through with the aid of some panadol. Bad move.

Now, on my bookout, I'm stuck at home, too weak and spewing water and chunks to even pop by the IFS studio to play Winter Assault with the guys. To add insult to injury, visiting the Medical Officer at camp is a risky endeavour altogether. Depending on their mood(s), you get varying levels of treatment and 'training excuse' levels, which in turn grants you the crappy 'Men of (medical)Status' title. You clean and do fatigue work because you cant train with the others.. AND you have to make up for it on your weekends, when everyone else books out.

That explains why I didn't want to miss my route march and Close combat training.. it was fun spewing up rice vermicelli with half digested curry sauce everywhere before my section commander could ask "Is anyone feeling unwell at this junctu-"

Its good to endure. I'm still quite unfit, so i hope to pass my Physical Proficiency test at the end of the course. If by some miracle i do exceedingly well, I might even consider Command School.

Truth be told, my journey in NS is still hazy, and I don't know what I want yet. Military police or Transport line sounds great though. (Im a practical person :) , I don't care for titles or status, and i just want my NS to be over with so I can get back to a civillian life. )

Sigh! Everytime I put my head down at nights, I think of all the things I didn't cherish fully as a civillian in the enjoyable months before my enlistment. I surely enjoyed the life, just felt I couldve loved it a bit more. Not having dirty rifle grease stained hands and standing under hot running water is an incredible luxury. I love my toilet alot more now, and my bed.. oh.. my bed..

Till next bookout then.

PS: Thanks :iconmistseeker: for all the Halara-ing :D Gama ta ola to them. I will learn to enjoy my rape sessions in time to come :)

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Hey everyone,

On the 9th of September this year, I will be entering the national military service for Singapore (a mandatory conscription lasting 2 years). Looking forward to the sights, smells (or not) and of course, the experiences of an 'army life'.

I guess its not as harsh as before, with a shorter service term (used to be 2 and a HALF years for ppl like :iconshern::iconartgerm::iconkunkka: .. counting my generation as really lucky!) and the promise of a 'welfare-oriented organisation' <---- according to most current and recent-serving guys, its plain bollocks :faint:

Apparently, as long as your supervisors have any form of imagination whatsoever, "welfare" is easily reinterpreted in many delightful forms. :fear:



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i miss...

Sat Jan 7, 2006, 5:42 PM
Sunday, January 8, 2006 [09:21 am].

i miss life @ IFS.. i miss being a civillian :( I miss fatty duck rice for lunch, and rich foods for dinner, and hawker fare and fresh brewed tea in the chilling mornings overlooking a quiet morning intersection at the office front (actually that only happened once when I overnighted :p)...

...

The food is getting lousier (i think its due to the increasing number of personnel on base), the training, tougher and more mentally taxing... physically draining... practical test after theoratical test after te-

Its like taking my GCE 'o' all over again, with added physical duress... and we are just scraping the surface of this technology and operating principles... how do the seniors do it T_T

Hope we get there as a Flight together, so we can settle into the days, months ahead. Life should be better then I hope :\

Till then,
Bai, Kai.

_________________________________________________________


Sunday, January 1, 2006 [12:45 am].

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!!!!11 Best wishes and hopes to everyone for the coming year of work and play :)

...I just finished my second week in my airforce posting as an anti-air missile battery crewman/operator... (i think thats as much as i can freely admit :) )

Trainee life sucks (and will be suckin) for the next 3 months or so... its like going back to school all over again... heaps of manuals and books, tech specs, weapon-systems/operating science and so on... :faint: Even as a mecha fan.. this is a bit much.

The base im at is far from home, and the condition of everything is just pitiful. Not to mention being situated right next to a cemetary. My first day on base was truly depressing.. everyone wore a blank look, myself included. As we were introduced to the depressing environment, the shock of being involved with so much high level equipment (at least in my opinion) kind of scared us.

With nothing to do aside from training, nowhere to go... I hope the three months pass eventfully.. so we can start bringing in the portable TVs and games :excited:

At least the food is marvelous. (no, seriously. it is. its bloody gewd :boogie:)

Have a brilliant start to the new year, everybody.

Kai, out!

_________________________________________________________


Friday, December 16, 2005.

My Posting Orders:

You are posted to : AFS.
2. Your vocation is AIR DEF WPN OPR.
3. Your are to report to: Air Force School, Multi-Purpose Hall.

:) Im just terribly, terribly happy that i didnt see Rifleman or Guardsman. That will be all :D

And I don't think I mind handling $$$ equipment. Sooo mechaaaa... soooo sexxxyyyyyy...

70kg man-pack detachment route march :D yayyy!11 :faint:

kaiman, out!

_________________________________________________________


Sunday, Nov 20, 2005.

2 MORE WEEKS TO P O P!!!!!!!! (passing out parade /graduation from Basic!)

Handgrenade throw day was exciting as hell. I remember sitting in our detail level as the commanders did demonstrations with the practice grenades (essentially one that doesn't explode, but has a detonating core which makes an internal explosion that sounds like a rifle round.) As details were called to double down to the grenade bays/range, many were getting anxious and the amount of people visiting the loo was starting to get unhealthy. (people like me, hehe)

Just as the 7th detail was tossing out the one of its practice grens, a tremendous groundshaking "CHOOM" was heard, you could imagine the bloody vibrations up your spine. Everyones jaw just dropped. Lame Terran-related Starcraft jokes were murmured in the last rows. The first live grenade was thrown by detail one, down the hill and in the bay area.

The details that were over and done with definetely looked a whole lot different than those who just drew live steel balls of doom. Grinning like monkeys, and on a kind of high which is common for a "cherry boy" recruit. And i thought rifle range was exhilarating at the time! Its so true what :iconkunkka: says.. "every experience in the army is relative, you'll see!" The bugger was an anti armour launcher commander during his NS days. I wonder what firing THAT was like XD "rifle no kick liao, boss!"

Heres hoping for a smooth transition out of my Basic training, getting a unit that I wont be suffering in lol... arghh, so many things to think of, so little time. I wish so badly for time for myself...!

I miss the studio, I envy the guys, I cherish the life... the life outside!

:beer: Have one for the people who suffer so others may not! cheers and goodnight everyone! see you soon.
Kai
_________________________________________________________


Thursday, Nov 3, 2005.

Hi ya all, its been awhile! The last 2 days were gladly spent as a free man, did some work for the boys at IFS, and ranted to them about army life as usual.

Will be in a fairly anxious state, packing up and checking stores for my 7 day outfield camp which begins on saturday. :fear: So many stories from friends in other companies who have lived to tell the tale lol. Strangely, most just... do not want to talk about it. mmm.. <_< PLEASE OH MIGHTY RAIN DEITY DON'T LET IT POUR T_T

At 3 this morning, there was a long, drawn-out, silent lightning storm in my vicinity; I found myself admiring it from the sofa near the window -visually spectacular, the sensation calming... the many shades of turqoise and deep blues that can be found in the overcast skies, especially when they lit up, silhouetted clouds and 'overbright blooms' remind me of firing at the Night Range with earplugs on, tracers bursting into flames on the embankment.

Funny, I remember feeling the same way at the firing range at night, when we moved into the firing chamber. The sky was so clear, unlike being on the mainland. Beautiful wispy clouds and a clear sky that seemed to reach on forever. Strange how so much peace can be found in the most violent moments. (maybe i was just too shagged out to think. :D )

Take it easy everyone, for I sure am not! haha :faint:
Kai

_____________________________________________________________

Sunday, Oct 16, 2005.

It's been ages since i updated my journal! Hi to all, and thanks for the visits while I was away :) Where do i start... army life sucks to the core. I entered on the 9th for the PTP/BMT Enhanced (Leadership) batch. PTP means Physical Training Phase, BMT means Basic Military Training.

That means I have been a bad boy and not moved a muscle for the last 5 years of my life and im paying for it muscle ache by muscle ache. To think I used to be able to do 8 pullups at least. :( Now i am a 'Zero Fighter'. Take a guess, you can't land too far off.

So anyways, its been 5 weeks already -and i am done with my PT Phase. Just ended my first week of Basic Training. The pace has really picked up! Alot of us get sick often, and I had a fever on thursday which I trained through with the aid of some panadol. Bad move.

Now, on my bookout, I'm stuck at home, too weak and spewing water and chunks to even pop by the IFS studio to play Winter Assault with the guys. To add insult to injury, visiting the Medical Officer at camp is a risky endeavour altogether. Depending on their mood(s), you get varying levels of treatment and 'training excuse' levels, which in turn grants you the crappy 'Men of (medical)Status' title. You clean and do fatigue work because you cant train with the others.. AND you have to make up for it on your weekends, when everyone else books out.

That explains why I didn't want to miss my route march and Close combat training.. it was fun spewing up rice vermicelli with half digested curry sauce everywhere before my section commander could ask "Is anyone feeling unwell at this junctu-"

Its good to endure. I'm still quite unfit, so i hope to pass my Physical Proficiency test at the end of the course. If by some miracle i do exceedingly well, I might even consider Command School.

Truth be told, my journey in NS is still hazy, and I don't know what I want yet. Military police or Transport line sounds great though. (Im a practical person :) , I don't care for titles or status, and i just want my NS to be over with so I can get back to a civillian life. )

Sigh! Everytime I put my head down at nights, I think of all the things I didn't cherish fully as a civillian in the enjoyable months before my enlistment. I surely enjoyed the life, just felt I couldve loved it a bit more. Not having dirty rifle grease stained hands and standing under hot running water is an incredible luxury. I love my toilet alot more now, and my bed.. oh.. my bed..

Till next bookout then.

PS: Thanks :iconmistseeker: for all the Halara-ing :D Gama ta ola to them. I will learn to enjoy my rape sessions in time to come :)

_____________________________________________________________

Hey everyone,

On the 9th of September this year, I will be entering the national military service for Singapore (a mandatory conscription lasting 2 years). Looking forward to the sights, smells (or not) and of course, the experiences of an 'army life'.

I guess its not as harsh as before, with a shorter service term (used to be 2 and a HALF years for ppl like :iconshern::iconartgerm::iconkunkka: .. counting my generation as really lucky!) and the promise of a 'welfare-oriented organisation' <---- according to most current and recent-serving guys, its plain bollocks :faint:

Apparently, as long as your supervisors have any form of imagination whatsoever, "welfare" is easily reinterpreted in many delightful forms. :fear:



Your imaginary friends.
:iconshern::iconartgerm::iconkunkka::iconukitakumuki:

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Into the new year!

Sat Dec 31, 2005, 8:52 AM
Sunday, January 1, 2006 [12:45 am].

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!!!!11 Best wishes and hopes to everyone for the coming year of work and play :)

...I just finished my second week in my airforce posting as an anti-air missile battery crewman/operator... (i think thats as much as i can freely admit :) )

Trainee life sucks (and will be suckin) for the next 3 months or so... its like going back to school all over again... heaps of manuals and books, tech specs, weapon-systems/operating science and so on... :faint: Even as a mecha fan.. this is a bit much.

The base im at is far from home, and the condition of everything is just pitiful. Not to mention being situated right next to a cemetary. My first day on base was truly depressing.. everyone wore a blank look, myself included. As we were introduced to the depressing environment, the shock of being involved with so much high level equipment (at least in my opinion) kind of scared us.

With nothing to do aside from training, nowhere to go... I hope the three months pass eventfully.. so we can start bringing in the portable TVs and games :excited:

At least the food is marvelous. (no, seriously. it is. its bloody gewd :boogie:)

Have a brilliant start to the new year, everybody.

Kai, out!

_________________________________________________________


Friday, December 16, 2005.

My Posting Orders:

You are posted to : AFS.
2. Your vocation is AIR DEF WPN OPR.
3. Your are to report to: Air Force School, Multi-Purpose Hall.

:) Im just terribly, terribly happy that i didnt see Rifleman or Guardsman. That will be all :D

And I don't think I mind handling $$$ equipment. Sooo mechaaaa... soooo sexxxyyyyyy...

70kg man-pack detachment route march :D yayyy!11 :faint:

kaiman, out!

_________________________________________________________


Sunday, Nov 20, 2005.

2 MORE WEEKS TO P O P!!!!!!!! (passing out parade /graduation from Basic!)

Handgrenade throw day was exciting as hell. I remember sitting in our detail level as the commanders did demonstrations with the practice grenades (essentially one that doesn't explode, but has a detonating core which makes an internal explosion that sounds like a rifle round.) As details were called to double down to the grenade bays/range, many were getting anxious and the amount of people visiting the loo was starting to get unhealthy. (people like me, hehe)

Just as the 7th detail was tossing out the one of its practice grens, a tremendous groundshaking "CHOOM" was heard, you could imagine the bloody vibrations up your spine. Everyones jaw just dropped. Lame Terran-related Starcraft jokes were murmured in the last rows. The first live grenade was thrown by detail one, down the hill and in the bay area.

The details that were over and done with definetely looked a whole lot different than those who just drew live steel balls of doom. Grinning like monkeys, and on a kind of high which is common for a "cherry boy" recruit. And i thought rifle range was exhilarating at the time! Its so true what :iconkunkka: says.. "every experience in the army is relative, you'll see!" The bugger was an anti armour launcher commander during his NS days. I wonder what firing THAT was like XD "rifle no kick liao, boss!"

Heres hoping for a smooth transition out of my Basic training, getting a unit that I wont be suffering in lol... arghh, so many things to think of, so little time. I wish so badly for time for myself...!

I miss the studio, I envy the guys, I cherish the life... the life outside!

:beer: Have one for the people who suffer so others may not! cheers and goodnight everyone! see you soon.
Kai
_________________________________________________________


Thursday, Nov 3, 2005.

Hi ya all, its been awhile! The last 2 days were gladly spent as a free man, did some work for the boys at IFS, and ranted to them about army life as usual.

Will be in a fairly anxious state, packing up and checking stores for my 7 day outfield camp which begins on saturday. :fear: So many stories from friends in other companies who have lived to tell the tale lol. Strangely, most just... do not want to talk about it. mmm.. <_< PLEASE OH MIGHTY RAIN DEITY DON'T LET IT POUR T_T

At 3 this morning, there was a long, drawn-out, silent lightning storm in my vicinity; I found myself admiring it from the sofa near the window -visually spectacular, the sensation calming... the many shades of turqoise and deep blues that can be found in the overcast skies, especially when they lit up, silhouetted clouds and 'overbright blooms' remind me of firing at the Night Range with earplugs on, tracers bursting into flames on the embankment.

Funny, I remember feeling the same way at the firing range at night, when we moved into the firing chamber. The sky was so clear, unlike being on the mainland. Beautiful wispy clouds and a clear sky that seemed to reach on forever. Strange how so much peace can be found in the most violent moments. (maybe i was just too shagged out to think. :D )

Take it easy everyone, for I sure am not! haha :faint:
Kai

_____________________________________________________________

Sunday, Oct 16, 2005.

It's been ages since i updated my journal! Hi to all, and thanks for the visits while I was away :) Where do i start... army life sucks to the core. I entered on the 9th for the PTP/BMT Enhanced (Leadership) batch. PTP means Physical Training Phase, BMT means Basic Military Training.

That means I have been a bad boy and not moved a muscle for the last 5 years of my life and im paying for it muscle ache by muscle ache. To think I used to be able to do 8 pullups at least. :( Now i am a 'Zero Fighter'. Take a guess, you can't land too far off.

So anyways, its been 5 weeks already -and i am done with my PT Phase. Just ended my first week of Basic Training. The pace has really picked up! Alot of us get sick often, and I had a fever on thursday which I trained through with the aid of some panadol. Bad move.

Now, on my bookout, I'm stuck at home, too weak and spewing water and chunks to even pop by the IFS studio to play Winter Assault with the guys. To add insult to injury, visiting the Medical Officer at camp is a risky endeavour altogether. Depending on their mood(s), you get varying levels of treatment and 'training excuse' levels, which in turn grants you the crappy 'Men of (medical)Status' title. You clean and do fatigue work because you cant train with the others.. AND you have to make up for it on your weekends, when everyone else books out.

That explains why I didn't want to miss my route march and Close combat training.. it was fun spewing up rice vermicelli with half digested curry sauce everywhere before my section commander could ask "Is anyone feeling unwell at this junctu-"

Its good to endure. I'm still quite unfit, so i hope to pass my Physical Proficiency test at the end of the course. If by some miracle i do exceedingly well, I might even consider Command School.

Truth be told, my journey in NS is still hazy, and I don't know what I want yet. Military police or Transport line sounds great though. (Im a practical person :) , I don't care for titles or status, and i just want my NS to be over with so I can get back to a civillian life. )

Sigh! Everytime I put my head down at nights, I think of all the things I didn't cherish fully as a civillian in the enjoyable months before my enlistment. I surely enjoyed the life, just felt I couldve loved it a bit more. Not having dirty rifle grease stained hands and standing under hot running water is an incredible luxury. I love my toilet alot more now, and my bed.. oh.. my bed..

Till next bookout then.

PS: Thanks :iconmistseeker: for all the Halara-ing :D Gama ta ola to them. I will learn to enjoy my rape sessions in time to come :)

_____________________________________________________________

Hey everyone,

On the 9th of September this year, I will be entering the national military service for Singapore (a mandatory conscription lasting 2 years). Looking forward to the sights, smells (or not) and of course, the experiences of an 'army life'.

I guess its not as harsh as before, with a shorter service term (used to be 2 and a HALF years for ppl like :iconshern::iconartgerm::iconkunkka: .. counting my generation as really lucky!) and the promise of a 'welfare-oriented organisation' <---- according to most current and recent-serving guys, its plain bollocks :faint:

Apparently, as long as your supervisors have any form of imagination whatsoever, "welfare" is easily reinterpreted in many delightful forms. :fear:



Your imaginary friends.
:iconshern::iconartgerm::iconkunkka::iconukitakumuki:

:sleep:
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Kaiman the air defender <: o

Fri Dec 16, 2005, 7:37 AM
Friday, December 16, 2005.

My Posting Orders:

You are posted to : AFS.
2. Your vocation is AIR DEF WPN OPR.
3. Your are to report to: Air Force School, Multi-Purpose Hall.

:) Im just terribly, terribly happy that i didnt see Rifleman or Guardsman. That will be all :D

And I don't think I mind handling $$$ equipment. Sooo mechaaaa... soooo sexxxyyyyyy...

70kg man-pack detachment route march :D yayyy!11 :faint:

kaiman, out!

_________________________________________________________


Sunday, Nov 20, 2005.

2 MORE WEEKS TO P O P!!!!!!!! (passing out parade /graduation from Basic!)

Handgrenade throw day was exciting as hell. I remember sitting in our detail level as the commanders did demonstrations with the practice grenades (essentially one that doesn't explode, but has a detonating core which makes an internal explosion that sounds like a rifle round.) As details were called to double down to the grenade bays/range, many were getting anxious and the amount of people visiting the loo was starting to get unhealthy. (people like me, hehe)

Just as the 7th detail was tossing out the one of its practice grens, a tremendous groundshaking "CHOOM" was heard, you could imagine the bloody vibrations up your spine. Everyones jaw just dropped. Lame Terran-related Starcraft jokes were murmured in the last rows. The first live grenade was thrown by detail one, down the hill and in the bay area.

The details that were over and done with definetely looked a whole lot different than those who just drew live steel balls of doom. Grinning like monkeys, and on a kind of high which is common for a "cherry boy" recruit. And i thought rifle range was exhilarating at the time! Its so true what :iconkunkka: says.. "every experience in the army is relative, you'll see!" The bugger was an anti armour launcher commander during his NS days. I wonder what firing THAT was like XD "rifle no kick liao, boss!"

Heres hoping for a smooth transition out of my Basic training, getting a unit that I wont be suffering in lol... arghh, so many things to think of, so little time. I wish so badly for time for myself...!

I miss the studio, I envy the guys, I cherish the life... the life outside!

:beer: Have one for the people who suffer so others may not! cheers and goodnight everyone! see you soon.
Kai
_________________________________________________________


Thursday, Nov 3, 2005.

Hi ya all, its been awhile! The last 2 days were gladly spent as a free man, did some work for the boys at IFS, and ranted to them about army life as usual.

Will be in a fairly anxious state, packing up and checking stores for my 7 day outfield camp which begins on saturday. :fear: So many stories from friends in other companies who have lived to tell the tale lol. Strangely, most just... do not want to talk about it. mmm.. <_< PLEASE OH MIGHTY RAIN DEITY DON'T LET IT POUR T_T

At 3 this morning, there was a long, drawn-out, silent lightning storm in my vicinity; I found myself admiring it from the sofa near the window -visually spectacular, the sensation calming... the many shades of turqoise and deep blues that can be found in the overcast skies, especially when they lit up, silhouetted clouds and 'overbright blooms' remind me of firing at the Night Range with earplugs on, tracers bursting into flames on the embankment.

Funny, I remember feeling the same way at the firing range at night, when we moved into the firing chamber. The sky was so clear, unlike being on the mainland. Beautiful wispy clouds and a clear sky that seemed to reach on forever. Strange how so much peace can be found in the most violent moments. (maybe i was just too shagged out to think. :D )

Take it easy everyone, for I sure am not! haha :faint:
Kai

_____________________________________________________________

Sunday, Oct 16, 2005.

It's been ages since i updated my journal! Hi to all, and thanks for the visits while I was away :) Where do i start... army life sucks to the core. I entered on the 9th for the PTP/BMT Enhanced (Leadership) batch. PTP means Physical Training Phase, BMT means Basic Military Training.

That means I have been a bad boy and not moved a muscle for the last 5 years of my life and im paying for it muscle ache by muscle ache. To think I used to be able to do 8 pullups at least. :( Now i am a 'Zero Fighter'. Take a guess, you can't land too far off.

So anyways, its been 5 weeks already -and i am done with my PT Phase. Just ended my first week of Basic Training. The pace has really picked up! Alot of us get sick often, and I had a fever on thursday which I trained through with the aid of some panadol. Bad move.

Now, on my bookout, I'm stuck at home, too weak and spewing water and chunks to even pop by the IFS studio to play Winter Assault with the guys. To add insult to injury, visiting the Medical Officer at camp is a risky endeavour altogether. Depending on their mood(s), you get varying levels of treatment and 'training excuse' levels, which in turn grants you the crappy 'Men of (medical)Status' title. You clean and do fatigue work because you cant train with the others.. AND you have to make up for it on your weekends, when everyone else books out.

That explains why I didn't want to miss my route march and Close combat training.. it was fun spewing up rice vermicelli with half digested curry sauce everywhere before my section commander could ask "Is anyone feeling unwell at this junctu-"

Its good to endure. I'm still quite unfit, so i hope to pass my Physical Proficiency test at the end of the course. If by some miracle i do exceedingly well, I might even consider Command School.

Truth be told, my journey in NS is still hazy, and I don't know what I want yet. Military police or Transport line sounds great though. (Im a practical person :) , I don't care for titles or status, and i just want my NS to be over with so I can get back to a civillian life. )

Sigh! Everytime I put my head down at nights, I think of all the things I didn't cherish fully as a civillian in the enjoyable months before my enlistment. I surely enjoyed the life, just felt I couldve loved it a bit more. Not having dirty rifle grease stained hands and standing under hot running water is an incredible luxury. I love my toilet alot more now, and my bed.. oh.. my bed..

Till next bookout then.

PS: Thanks :iconmistseeker: for all the Halara-ing :D Gama ta ola to them. I will learn to enjoy my rape sessions in time to come :)

_____________________________________________________________

Hey everyone,

On the 9th of September this year, I will be entering the national military service for Singapore (a mandatory conscription lasting 2 years). Looking forward to the sights, smells (or not) and of course, the experiences of an 'army life'.

I guess its not as harsh as before, with a shorter service term (used to be 2 and a HALF years for ppl like :iconshern::iconartgerm::iconkunkka: .. counting my generation as really lucky!) and the promise of a 'welfare-oriented organisation' <---- according to most current and recent-serving guys, its plain bollocks :faint:

Apparently, as long as your supervisors have any form of imagination whatsoever, "welfare" is easily reinterpreted in many delightful forms. :fear:



Your imaginary friends.
:iconshern::iconartgerm::iconkunkka::iconukitakumuki:

:sleep:
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  • Reading: sh8t happens by Kai
  • Watching: 2 years in Shitbet

Devious Journal Entry

Sun Nov 20, 2005, 12:02 AM
Sunday, Nov 20, 2005.

2 MORE WEEKS TO P O P!!!!!!!! (passing out parade /graduation from Basic!)

Handgrenade throw day was exciting as hell. I remember sitting in our detail level as the commanders did demonstrations with the practice grenades (essentially one that doesn't explode, but has a detonating core which makes an internal explosion that sounds like a rifle round.) As details were called to double down to the grenade bays/range, many were getting anxious and the amount of people visiting the loo was starting to get unhealthy. (people like me, hehe)

Just as the 7th detail was tossing out the one of its practice grens, a tremendous groundshaking "CHOOM" was heard, you could imagine the bloody vibrations up your spine. Everyones jaw just dropped. Lame Terran-related Starcraft jokes were murmured in the last rows. The first live grenade was thrown by detail one, down the hill and in the bay area.

The details that were over and done with definetely looked a whole lot different than those who just drew live steel balls of doom. Grinning like monkeys, and on a kind of high which is common for a "cherry boy" recruit. And i thought rifle range was exhilarating at the time! Its so true what :iconkunkka: says.. "every experience in the army is relative, you'll see!" The bugger was an anti armour launcher commander during his NS days. I wonder what firing THAT was like XD "rifle no kick liao, boss!"

Heres hoping for a smooth transition out of my Basic training, getting a unit that I wont be suffering in lol... arghh, so many things to think of, so little time. I wish so badly for time for myself...!

I miss the studio, I envy the guys, I cherish the life... the life outside!

:beer: Have one for the people who suffer so others may not! cheers and goodnight everyone! see you soon.
Kai
_____________________________________________________________


Thursday, Nov 3, 2005.

Hi ya all, its been awhile! The last 2 days were gladly spent as a free man, did some work for the boys at IFS, and ranted to them about army life as usual.

Will be in a fairly anxious state, packing up and checking stores for my 7 day outfield camp which begins on saturday. :fear: So many stories from friends in other companies who have lived to tell the tale lol. Strangely, most just... do not want to talk about it. mmm.. <_< PLEASE OH MIGHTY RAIN DEITY DON'T LET IT POUR T_T

At 3 this morning, there was a long, drawn-out, silent lightning storm in my vicinity; I found myself admiring it from the sofa near the window -visually spectacular, the sensation calming... the many shades of turqoise and deep blues that can be found in the overcast skies, especially when they lit up, silhouetted clouds and 'overbright blooms' remind me of firing at the Night Range with earplugs on, tracers bursting into flames on the embankment.

Funny, I remember feeling the same way at the firing range at night, when we moved into the firing chamber. The sky was so clear, unlike being on the mainland. Beautiful wispy clouds and a clear sky that seemed to reach on forever. Strange how so much peace can be found in the most violent moments. (maybe i was just too shagged out to think. :D )

Take it easy everyone, for I sure am not! haha :faint:
Kai

_____________________________________________________________

Sunday, Oct 16, 2005.

It's been ages since i updated my journal! Hi to all, and thanks for the visits while I was away :) Where do i start... army life sucks to the core. I entered on the 9th for the PTP/BMT Enhanced (Leadership) batch. PTP means Physical Training Phase, BMT means Basic Military Training.

That means I have been a bad boy and not moved a muscle for the last 5 years of my life and im paying for it muscle ache by muscle ache. To think I used to be able to do 8 pullups at least. :( Now i am a 'Zero Fighter'. Take a guess, you can't land too far off.

So anyways, its been 5 weeks already -and i am done with my PT Phase. Just ended my first week of Basic Training. The pace has really picked up! Alot of us get sick often, and I had a fever on thursday which I trained through with the aid of some panadol. Bad move.

Now, on my bookout, I'm stuck at home, too weak and spewing water and chunks to even pop by the IFS studio to play Winter Assault with the guys. To add insult to injury, visiting the Medical Officer at camp is a risky endeavour altogether. Depending on their mood(s), you get varying levels of treatment and 'training excuse' levels, which in turn grants you the crappy 'Men of (medical)Status' title. You clean and do fatigue work because you cant train with the others.. AND you have to make up for it on your weekends, when everyone else books out.

That explains why I didn't want to miss my route march and Close combat training.. it was fun spewing up rice vermicelli with half digested curry sauce everywhere before my section commander could ask "Is anyone feeling unwell at this junctu-"

Its good to endure. I'm still quite unfit, so i hope to pass my Physical Proficiency test at the end of the course. If by some miracle i do exceedingly well, I might even consider Command School.

Truth be told, my journey in NS is still hazy, and I don't know what I want yet. Military police or Transport line sounds great though. (Im a practical person :) , I don't care for titles or status, and i just want my NS to be over with so I can get back to a civillian life. )

Sigh! Everytime I put my head down at nights, I think of all the things I didn't cherish fully as a civillian in the enjoyable months before my enlistment. I surely enjoyed the life, just felt I couldve loved it a bit more. Not having dirty rifle grease stained hands and standing under hot running water is an incredible luxury. I love my toilet alot more now, and my bed.. oh.. my bed..

Till next bookout then.

PS: Thanks :iconmistseeker: for all the Halara-ing :D Gama ta ola to them. I will learn to enjoy my rape sessions in time to come :)

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Hey everyone,

On the 9th of September this year, I will be entering the national military service for Singapore (a mandatory conscription lasting 2 years). Looking forward to the sights, smells (or not) and of course, the experiences of an 'army life'.

I guess its not as harsh as before, with a shorter service term (used to be 2 and a HALF years for ppl like :iconshern::iconartgerm::iconkunkka: .. counting my generation as really lucky!) and the promise of a 'welfare-oriented organisation' <---- according to most current and recent-serving guys, its plain bollocks :faint:

Apparently, as long as your supervisors have any form of imagination whatsoever, "welfare" is easily reinterpreted in many delightful forms. :fear:



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Viper Tears Away

Wed Nov 2, 2005, 5:55 PM
Thursday, Nov 3, 2005.

Hi ya all, its been awhile! The last 2 days were gladly spent as a free man, did some work for the boys at IFS, and ranted to them about army life as usual.

Will be in a fairly anxious state, packing up and checking stores for my 7 day outfield camp which begins on saturday. :fear: So many stories from friends in other companies who have lived to tell the tale lol. Strangely, most just... do not want to talk about it. mmm.. <_< PLEASE OH MIGHTY RAIN DEITY DON'T LET IT POUR T_T

At 3 this morning, there was a long, drawn-out, silent lightning storm in my vicinity; I found myself admiring it from the sofa near the window -visually spectacular, the sensation calming... the many shades of turqoise and deep blues that can be found in the overcast skies, especially when they lit up, silhouetted clouds and 'overbright blooms' remind me of firing at the Night Range with earplugs on, tracers bursting into flames on the embankment.

Funny, I remember feeling the same way at the firing range at night, when we moved into the firing chamber. The sky was so clear, unlike being on the mainland. Beautiful wispy clouds and a clear sky that seemed to reach on forever. Strange how so much peace can be found in the most violent moments. (maybe i was just too shagged out to think. :D )

Take it easy everyone, for I sure am not! haha :faint:
Kai

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Sunday, Oct 16, 2005.

It's been ages since i updated my journal! Hi to all, and thanks for the visits while I was away :) Where do i start... army life sucks to the core. I entered on the 9th for the PTP/BMT Enhanced (Leadership) batch. PTP means Physical Training Phase, BMT means Basic Military Training.

That means I have been a bad boy and not moved a muscle for the last 5 years of my life and im paying for it muscle ache by muscle ache. To think I used to be able to do 8 pullups at least. :( Now i am a 'Zero Fighter'. Take a guess, you can't land too far off.

So anyways, its been 5 weeks already -and i am done with my PT Phase. Just ended my first week of Basic Training. The pace has really picked up! Alot of us get sick often, and I had a fever on thursday which I trained through with the aid of some panadol. Bad move.

Now, on my bookout, I'm stuck at home, too weak and spewing water and chunks to even pop by the IFS studio to play Winter Assault with the guys. To add insult to injury, visiting the Medical Officer at camp is a risky endeavour altogether. Depending on their mood(s), you get varying levels of treatment and 'training excuse' levels, which in turn grants you the crappy 'Men of (medical)Status' title. You clean and do fatigue work because you cant train with the others.. AND you have to make up for it on your weekends, when everyone else books out.

That explains why I didn't want to miss my route march and Close combat training.. it was fun spewing up rice vermicelli with half digested curry sauce everywhere before my section commander could ask "Is anyone feeling unwell at this junctu-"

Its good to endure. I'm still quite unfit, so i hope to pass my Physical Proficiency test at the end of the course. If by some miracle i do exceedingly well, I might even consider Command School.

Truth be told, my journey in NS is still hazy, and I don't know what I want yet. Military police or Transport line sounds great though. (Im a practical person :) , I don't care for titles or status, and i just want my NS to be over with so I can get back to a civillian life. )

Sigh! Everytime I put my head down at nights, I think of all the things I didn't cherish fully as a civillian in the enjoyable months before my enlistment. I surely enjoyed the life, just felt I couldve loved it a bit more. Not having dirty rifle grease stained hands and standing under hot running water is an incredible luxury. I love my toilet alot more now, and my bed.. oh.. my bed..

Till next bookout then.

PS: Thanks :iconmistseeker: for all the Halara-ing :D Gama ta ola to them. I will learn to enjoy my rape sessions in time to come :)

_____________________________________________________________

Hey everyone,

On the 9th of September this year, I will be entering the national military service for Singapore (a mandatory conscription lasting 2 years). Looking forward to the sights, smells (or not) and of course, the experiences of an 'army life'.

I guess its not as harsh as before, with a shorter service term (used to be 2 and a HALF years for ppl like :iconshern::iconartgerm::iconkunkka: .. counting my generation as really lucky!) and the promise of a 'welfare-oriented organisation' <---- according to most current and recent-serving guys, its plain bollocks :faint:

Apparently, as long as your supervisors have any form of imagination whatsoever, "welfare" is easily reinterpreted in many delightful forms. :fear:



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One shitty book-out.

Sat Oct 15, 2005, 6:00 PM
Sunday, Oct 16, 2005.

It's been ages since i updated my journal! Hi to all, and thanks for the visits while I was away :) Where do i start... army life sucks to the core. I entered on the 9th for the PTP/BMT Enhanced (Leadership) batch. PTP means Physical Training Phase, BMT means Basic Military Training.

That means I have been a bad boy and not moved a muscle for the last 5 years of my life and im paying for it muscle ache by muscle ache. To think I used to be able to do 8 pullups at least. :( Now i am a 'Zero Fighter'. Take a guess, you can't land too far off.

So anyways, its been 5 weeks already -and i am done with my PT Phase. Just ended my first week of Basic Training. The pace has really picked up! Alot of us get sick often, and I had a fever on thursday which I trained through with the aid of some panadol. Bad move.

Now, on my bookout, I'm stuck at home, too weak and spewing water and chunks to even pop by the IFS studio to play Winter Assault with the guys. To add insult to injury, visiting the Medical Officer at camp is a risky endeavour altogether. Depending on their mood(s), you get varying levels of treatment and 'training excuse' levels, which in turn grants you the crappy 'Men of (medical)Status' title. You clean and do fatigue work because you cant train with the others.. AND you have to make up for it on your weekends, when everyone else books out.

That explains why I didn't want to miss my route march and Close combat training.. it was fun spewing up rice vermicelli with half digested curry sauce everywhere before my section commander could ask "Is anyone feeling unwell at this junctu-"

Its good to endure. I'm still quite unfit, so i hope to pass my Physical Proficiency test at the end of the course. If by some miracle i do exceedingly well, I might even consider Command School.

Truth be told, my journey in NS is still hazy, and I don't know what I want yet. Military police or Transport line sounds great though. (Im a practical person :) , I don't care for titles or status, and i just want my NS to be over with so I can get back to a civillian life. )

Sigh! Everytime I put my head down at nights, I think of all the things I didn't cherish fully as a civillian in the enjoyable months before my enlistment. I surely enjoyed the life, just felt I couldve loved it a bit more. Not having dirty rifle grease stained hands and standing under hot running water is an incredible luxury. I love my toilet alot more now, and my bed.. oh.. my bed..

Till next bookout then.

PS: Thanks :iconmistseeker: for all the Halara-ing :D Gama ta ola to them. I will learn to enjoy my rape sessions in time to come :)

_____________________________________________________________

Hey everyone,

On the 9th of September this year, I will be entering the national military service for Singapore (a mandatory conscription lasting 2 years). Looking forward to the sights, smells (or not) and of course, the experiences of an 'army life'.

I guess its not as harsh as before, with a shorter service term (used to be 2 and a HALF years for ppl like :iconshern::iconartgerm::iconkunkka: .. counting my generation as really lucky!) and the promise of a 'welfare-oriented organisation' <---- according to most current and recent-serving guys, its plain bollocks :faint:

Apparently, as long as your supervisors have any form of imagination whatsoever, "welfare" is easily reinterpreted in many delightful forms. :fear:



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Game over man, game over!

Tue Sep 6, 2005, 8:29 PM
Hey everyone,

On the 9th of September this year, I will be entering the national military service for Singapore (a mandatory conscription lasting 2 years). Looking forward to the sights, smells (or not) and of course, the experiences of an 'army life'.

I guess its not as harsh as before, with a shorter service term (used to be 2 and a HALF years for ppl like :iconshern::iconartgerm::iconkunkka: .. counting my generation as really lucky!) and the promise of a 'welfare-oriented organisation' <---- according to most current and recent-serving guys, its plain bollocks :faint:

Apparently, as long as your supervisors have any form of imagination whatsoever, "welfare" is easily reinterpreted in many delightful forms. :fear:

I can't think of anything I want to say, do take care of yourselves and appreciate what you have, blah blah. I feel now that existence is a true priviledge.

I get to book out most weekends for a day, which I'm sure I will relish. :sleep:

Till next time then, take care! MEH!


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